Destruction of the Heart

It does not sound fun, but this happened in my life
I have long been looking for it, but I found none
it becomes a question mark for me, and it can only laugh at me
I never thought this would happen
all that I hoped to be my love, everything went without the slightest ever expect me
I do not want to blame anyone, it’s all my fault
why am I still just can not appreciate a part of my life which should now improve my life.
Now what do I care? it passed without me
one by one they lied to me, without ever realizing their
Now no one can I expect more, but the greatness of the god

I wanted to break my own heart though I know it would hurt me

I’m back

Long time I not posting my writing about tutorials or other. Almost one year I’m not post my blog and now I try again for writing my blog. I was confused for writing in English, but I must be do it. Now I hope I can write more cause I wanted to be the English. I hope support from other so that I can do.

Today is my birthday

Today is my birthday, but I didn’t feel something was special this day. Not many wished “happy birthday” for me, maybe that I want… No body one know what I want? But it’s not my problem… I have other problem…

Today I don’t want speak about my problem, but today I want write my hope. I wish my hope can be come true. I wish my work could be useful and could give the best for all around me, and I hope I always make my parents happy.

Now I’m 21 years old, but I cant see my future. I’m never planning my life. Maybe my life will chaotic, but I didn’t want all that come true, because I have choice to changes may fate. I will try hard to changes that, because of that I was born.

Happy birthday and always lucky from Fr13ndeR to Fr13ndeR

Maybe I’m Fall in Love?

Yesterday, hm… look at me.. maybe I’ve problem? Why? I don’t know? Hm… I’m have trouble…

Yesterday I’m lesson in my class. I’m learning. But have something make my life changes… I look sweet girl out of window, She look very sweet, and I can feel something… maybe love? And nervous, because she give little sweet smile for me… And I feel better… Maybe I’m fall in love? I don’t know, this feel love or not? Who knows? I’m feel she come for me? Hehehe, maybe I’m crazy now…

Who she is ? I’m don’t know, I want to meet her again.. once more.. one time… one day… ??? AAGGRRHH…. fatal error for me now… my heart can’t I control…. I lost her… wew… bad??? AAGGRRHH

Happy New Year 2008

For All, happy new year! I hope all wish could be realised

coloring Tutorial

Now I have tutorial about coloring, I used Macromedia Flash 8 for make it. I hope you can’t make it. Good Luck!

I hate Lie and Betrayal

My life was felt complicated, Many thing make me confused. Have problem about love. Previously I have girlfriend who currently betrays me. She Often lies to me and make me really hate her. And now I could not forgive her and I want forger her. Maybe she not come back for me forever, I’m very hurt. Because I’m really hate lie and betrayal. And I can’t forget it. My heart can’t open for her again. My heart is die.

Now I try a new life and I was my life will be better. I’m try to forget her forever and I feel better. Just three word for her “I hate You!” and I hate lie and betrayal.

Photo Trace

Now I want share my tutor again, I used Macromedia Flash 8 for make it. Instructions same like before method.

original art from http://friender13.blogspot.com

Car Tracing

I want to share my tutorial about car tracing. I use Macromedia Flash 8 for do it. Because you can make simple trace with Flash.

First you must open your application Macromedia Flash 8 and run application. Okay, Now we lets begin for trace. For this trace I use car for object. for import your image File>Import>Import to stage (ctrl + R)

 

After that you can search image file in your local disk.

import menu

sample image

After your image import to stage, on layer 1 rename to layer whatever you want. But this step not important if you not follow it.

Now you must make new layer with click insert layer icon. And lock layer 1 for lock your image so your image can’t move.

For make tracing I use line tool for make the line, and Stroke color for coloring the stroke. On line properties choose hair line in stroke style.

And now we can start to trace. Make the line follow line of the car.

Next, to make the curve, you can use Arrow Tool (V) . Bring to arrow closer to the line and the arrow emerged curve symbol. Click and hold down the line and move your arrow and you made the curve.

If you finish to make the lines follow the car, next you can do coloring in your picture. Correct the lines and not lines cut off. To coloring you used fill color and color picker. Click and get the car sample color. Next use the paint bucket tool for fill car color.

After all part you fill the color, now time to clear the line on the car. Click two times the line, then block to line. Press delete on your keyboard for clear the line on the picture.

you can see it. The car was look neater.

Final you can add shadows and light on your car

Finish!!!

Now your car look better.

Original from my site : http://friender13.blogspot.com

Welcome

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